– by Me (when do I get to have a name?  I’m important too!)

I was worried about going to church because I thought I might have to sing, but Taran said no, so that was good.  Lots of people were glad to see us and I didn’t know what to say to them.  I found a seat and sat there looking around at everyone.  They let me take off my shoes and scrunch up on the chair and it was nice.  The people in the church were singing about God breathing on them and I wondered if God had bad breath.  Taran listened a lot and so did Matthew and Grey guarded the door and the big kitty cat sat nearby even though he went right through this woman next to me.

They prayed and sang and prayed some more and this big cloud of light broke through the ceiling and pressed down into everyone and some people had sunbeams shooting out of them.  I had to crouch down on the floor because it was kind of like a storm.

I found out that even though Matthew knew more about this kind of stuff, I was the one who needed to be out in front because I needed it the most.  {You were the one who could best receive what was happening.  The rest of us, I don’t know…weren’t right for the job. –Taran} That’s how I found out that I was important!  I should have a name!

The nice lady {Barbara} I can type it myself!  Barbara could see me and she knew I wasn’t a grown up and she could see that there were others of us, even though I didn’t say dissociative because that’s a dumb word.  I went up front because I knew she could help and she seemed really nice.  She prayed for me and I felt really good and I saw light tinkling down and the big kitty (I guess it’s more like a lion) came and stood over me.  I wanted to stay there longer because all the feelings were still on their way and I didn’t get to feel everything I could.  At least that’s what it seemed like.  Then I had to go and let someone else talk.  L